i'm dustin i'm the best

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-10-11T17:06:00

2004-10-12T00:13:08Z

Ok well I'm making this journal friends only and i added another named, glued2theceilin, for just my art and crap that i have been doing recently, most suck some are decent but whatever that doesnt matter. So if you dont want to hear me bitch about life keep me as a friend, or add me, if not delete my name or dont add it? And if you want to see what I've been working on, and probably take up most of your friends page, add the other one to your friends list, if not, dont =).

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-10-03T19:34:00

2004-10-03T23:35:49Z

Sorry I'm always such a dick. Hope everyone had a nice weekend..

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-09-26T21:30:00

2004-09-27T01:34:35Z

"War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling which thinks that nothing is worth war is much worse. The person who has nothing for which he is willing to fight, nothing which is more important than his own personal safety, is a miserable creature and has no chance of being free unless made and kept so by the exertions of better men than himself."
~John Stuart Mill

hmm i like that quote.

Sometimes I think for a second and realize I could be in boot camp in as little as 10 months. Times really catching up, feels to fast sometimes. Other times, like now, I just wish I could just get my diploma and leave as soon as I can. I guess I just want to get up and leave and start heading somewhere in my life.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-09-18T23:24:00

2004-09-19T03:25:45Z

People really have no clue half the time what they are talking about. Ignorance is bliss i guess. Well people should learn not to talk behind peoples backs and say something so the person actually knows.

Sooo that being said fuck a few people who have there heads so far up their asses they probably wont even realize im talking about them.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-09-18T15:52:00

2004-09-18T19:54:22Z

I wish i could be everywhere. Wish I had time to do everything. Wish I could be there for people more. But I can't. Sucks being human.

On another note, stressed off my ass finishing this crap, o well.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-09-13T11:58:00

2004-09-13T16:02:37Z

Haven't updated in awhile. Basically the summer was awesome. Spent alot of time with jen 3-4 days at a time. Florida was great, everythings just pretty much going good, can honestly say im overall happy with my life. So now school starts, which I was actually sort of wanting.

Yesterday was Jen and I's one year anniversary. It was very good, I love her alot shes really made this past year one of the best, if not the best, years of my life.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-08-04T18:21:00

2004-08-04T22:22:44Z

ok well over jens now. tomorrow we leave for week in florida. this should be great looking foward to it.

if anyone needs to call me i dont get roaming or anything so it doesnt matter if you call. the number is 917 865 2656

well yea so good bye for a week, later.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-07-29T12:49:00

2004-07-29T16:49:55Z

yea..

why do i always fuck everything good in my life up?

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-07-12T21:33:00

2004-07-13T01:36:19Z

Eh well I'm going to go make my journal private. So umm if you want to read it i'll keep you on, if your not on my friends list, add me and i'll add you, and well if you dont want to read it, tell me and i'll take you off lol. So yea, later.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-07-10T19:32:00

2004-07-10T23:32:49Z

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-07-07T21:34:00

2004-07-08T01:34:30Z

Today was cool. Woke up late. Played Dark Age. Talked to jen, I love her.

The end.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-07-06T02:21:00

2004-07-06T06:21:28Z

Jencrush

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-07-06T01:05:00

2004-07-06T05:58:27Z

So this forth of July was the best I've had ever. I usually don't really do anything special but this time I really enjoyed myself. I went over to Jens and it was just great.

The 4th I went over Jens at like 3 o'clock. We hung out with eachother for awhile and laid around on her bed. I don't know, just laying with her doing absolutely nothing is like the best thing for me. I love just being around her and holding her. After an hour or so Kristen came by and we hung around while Catherine came. James then picked us up and we went over to Jones beach.

We thought wed do nothing and just get there for the fireworks, but we went to the Beach alittle to early. We ended up swimming in our clothes for a few hours. After that we sat around for alittle on the beach and the fireworks started. The show was pretty cool, and I can actually say I saw fireworks when I kissed jen haha.

We met up with Kristen's dad to drive us back and he ended up treating everyone to Friendly's. We then went back to jens and hung around for awhile and then played with like sparklers and crap at like 230 in the morning.

We stayed up all night seperated in 2 groups with James and Catherine, and Kristen Jen and I. Jen and I had some frustrating moments but it was all fun and all haha. James Cat and Kristen went to Dunken Donuts and got some food. Jen and all uh "talked" and they came back and we ate. Then everyone went to bed and Jen and I "talked" again in the kitchen. We all went to bed and slept till like 1.

Today we basically just hung around and stuff. After everyone left we were "talking" and then interrupted which was a bit awkward but yea I think everything is fine anyway lol.

Well yea so basically the short summary for anyone to lazy to read all that..I love Jen, shes not only a girlfriend but a best friend and she makes me happy.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-07-02T20:48:00

2004-07-03T00:48:16Z

I love jen...I think everyone should know that.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-07-02T02:42:00

2004-07-02T06:43:23Z

John & Nancy

<333333

7/2/2004

Congrats!!!!

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-07-02T02:21:00

2004-07-02T06:21:12Z

Well recently things have actually been really good. Have been with my girlfriend alot lately and i think things have been as close as theyve ever been. I love her alot. Eh in other stuff have to find work within a week or so. This sucks, but eh things usually turn out ok so im not freaking out. So yea..my monthly update, life is good.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-06-07T01:21:00

2004-06-07T05:21:45Z

seems like i ruin everything.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-06-01T19:34:00

2004-06-01T23:38:10Z

everyone...just stop. you are getting NOWHERE. none of this has any impact on our lives whatsoever...at all. JUST STOP. Queens and Long island...PEOPLE WHO LIVE 30 MINS FROM EACHOTHER! Half of you queens people live in places like Sunnyside or Bayside anyway you are the same type of people you are trying to attack. Unless you live in Bushwick, or Bedstuy, or Harlem YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY SHIT. you are both accusing eachother of the same things....and me a third party who has just been watching this has seen both sides argueing about the same things you are both doing.

YOU ARE BOTH BEING IMMATURE
YOU ARE BOTH BEING HYPOCRITICAL
YOU ARE BOTH BEING STUPID

just stop...nothing is going to get solved...nothing is going to get better...and quite frankly none of yous should give a fuck. you are all talking shit online and every where no one can do anything. whether one person likes another or doesnt has NO impact on ANYONES lives because yous dont even fucken know eachother, you never see eachother, GROW UP!

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-05-31T18:55:00

2004-05-31T22:59:18Z

Hahah, i really hope yous read this.

Dont take things out on Jen because I rejected you and not her.
Dont take things out because she has everything i want in a girl and you dont.
Dont take things out on her because you suck and she doesnt.

Ok, so with that said, umm, yous suck? Get a life and move on.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-04-20T13:02:00

2004-04-20T17:03:07Z

jen check your email, lol.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-04-19T11:14:00

2004-04-19T15:16:01Z

have to leave for my interview in like 15 minutes. listening to "the mix"...yes i still have it. i love you.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-04-18T22:15:00

2004-04-19T02:16:55Z

ahhh school starts tomorrow. my vacation is over. not to bad though im interning at botanical gardens in brooklyn and it seems pretty fun. same classes though.well yea the week was really good got some jenny time which is always great. so yea that'll be my post for the month.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-04-11T00:06:00

2004-04-11T04:11:16Z

yeaa last entry sucked. things are better i guess? everythings good, works over, vacation stuff like that. went and met jen after she got back from boston. went by the mall to see celia and james, hung out with celia in wendys and got hit on by some scary chick. then celia left and me jen and james saw Whole 10 Yards. Pretty good movie, pretty funny.

i never want to lose you..

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-04-07T21:04:00

2004-04-08T01:09:46Z

Why am I such a fuck up? Why do I always have problems, say the wrong things, whatever. Im starting to just not care anymore. Is anything worth it in the end. Maybe the day I'm not the one who always says the stupid things and is the moron of the group I might possibly be happy, but until then life sucks and thers nothing i can do about it.
And Im sorry about before but you said the wrong things I wanted to hear and I didnt want to deal with it. Whatever its nothing I can change guess you can live with it or just get over me, not the first time got all bent over this.

whatever life sucks everyone sucks...im out.

ahhhwhereditgo @ 2004-03-23T00:57:00

2004-03-23T05:58:35Z

Yea...another post, shocking. Well i just finished downloading Photoshop. Did a reealllyyy quick pic with it, it sucks cause i didnt even erase the pencil marks and its small but i just wanted to get use to the program again.

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